i'm hanging out at work tonight while howie runs an info night for one of our youth programs.
so i'm getting a few bits and pieces done while i wait.
we did a big clean up today. this office can be so disgusting and i get frustrated that it feels like because i'm the girl i'm the only one who does anything to keep things tidy such as vacuum. so i tend to boycot doing any of that stuff in silent protest of those feelings.
anyway, there were a gillion (ok, maybe three) cockroaches today which is probably part gross office and part weather related. so i sprayed a lot and vacuumed. that felt rewarding.
then howie started clearing up his desk (which is no small task) and collected all his things up to make his area more of a communal workspace since he'll be here less than half of the week.
it's a bit 'something' all these changes. one part of me is excited for howie because he loves TEAR and really wanted this job. one part of me is excited for me to get some new opportunities and experiences with a different organisation. and then there's the part of me that hates change and wants things to stay the same. to see my husband every day at work and be across the desk from him doing things that we both know how to do.
ah well, it's all good.
it just means at the moment i feel a bit like i'm in limbo land. this next five months our time is divided and i'm not sure how it will look.
i guess, no i know, that i need to give it to God, to trust Him with it all, and be drawing closer to Him through it. sometimes easier said than done.
yep.
Category: Ummmm.....They are big changes you guys are facing. But you are right - you need to trust in God, cos He's already got it all planned out :D
Will be praying for you both!
Posted by: James at February 5, 2008 09:08 PMChange can be scary for sure, but it helps you to learn and grow and I guess be a more complete person. It is going to be tough for you both, but you are on the right path with putting everything in God's hands.
Posted by: Dave at February 6, 2008 12:55 PM