i'm feeling weird today. often on the verge of tears and i'm not really sure why. i've lost my passport which upsets me coz i don't often lose things, and not things that are that important. i guess i'm just really frustrated with myself, firstly for losing it, and secondly for not being able to remember when or when i last used it. i probably used it for name changing stuff, but i can't remember if i did, and i have no idea where i would have left it. and i'm pissed off that i'll have to pay a fee for losing it when i apply to passport office for a new one.
i've also lost a $40 ikea voucher we got for our wedding. and that pees me off too.
i had a really unsettled sleep last night - lots of waking up in a cold sweat, and feeling feverish - hot then cold then hot...
and i have to do something tomorrow which i really don't want to do - i don't think i'm capable or the best man for the job or all that good at or prepared for what i have to do. i don't feel like i am, and i don't think i am. so thats not exciting. i'm annoyed at myself for saying yes when it was just coz i felt bad that they'd have to find someone else.
howie and i are going to go see 'boytown' with debbie in a bit. i hope that cheers me up some.
Category: WhatevernessIt seems i have lost my passport too. But i blame mother.. she did it. Yup. but at least with the whole now being 18 i have to get a new one anyhow. Cheer up Jenny.. you can't get upset just coz you're old now :)
And things you don't want to do, seriously, just try.. you may be pleasantly suprised.
go jenny go!
Posted by: Justine at October 22, 2006 11:21 AMSorry I can't be there to help jenny tommorrow...
i reckon you'll do an awesome job jen xoxo
Posted by: steve at October 22, 2006 05:46 PM