i was thinking last night about not feeling safe. and what that actually is. rarely it's because i feel physically unsafe. the kind of unsafe you get walking through a dark alley at night half expecting some man to jump out and rape and murder you. but i think a lot of the things i claim to be scared of, well i am scared of, but i'm scared because i don't feel safe. safe to be me? safe to express myself? safe not be to judged? safe to not be hurt? i don't feel safe because i don't know if it will be ok. hmmm... it still doesn't make all that much sense really. i must think more.
Category: Ummmm.....LOL, radom thoughts are funny.
Posted by: bowen at June 30, 2005 09:47 PMI mean random.
Posted by: bowen at June 30, 2005 09:48 PMI think a lot of the time we are scared of breaking relationships because that hurts.
Posted by: Gareth at June 30, 2005 10:19 PMno it does make sense ,i toally understand.like when i come to jacks or daytrips or whatever were ill c ppls who went to uluru ,im afraid i will not act likie myself or do something im not proud of and because i dont see them to much its like im scared im gonna mess up each oppotunity to make a good impression or to leave a good image in their minds of me .and i think im more scared of this happening with them rather then ppls like from school or somewhere else because these are the ppls i love the most and yeh ,so i understand ,unless i got that toally wrong,lol
Posted by: missay-c at July 1, 2005 10:07 AMI dont like coming home and then going back then coming home very messed up- with differant peoples and such-confusion
btw!presstheredbuttonsungoesdowntimesup!
so the old thing that there are 366 fear nots etc in the bible - one for every day :) good to know someone up there understands :)
Posted by: steve at July 3, 2005 01:26 PM