pick one : jenny/jenga/jentle/jengi/itchy/jk

it's almost the end of june. in 2005. my goodness time flies. it's strange reading over old things i've written, from up to six years ago, and remembering. and i think seeing how, in some ways, i haven't really changed all that much. some things seem to never change. or maybe they just change slowly. i don't know. i'm not even thinking specifically. it is good to see that some things do change though. it's funny being embarrassed at my past self. it's hard to let go of the past though. to see, that to move forward, you actually have to move forward. which is logical enough in itself, but it can be much harder not to dwell on things. sometimes. other times it's very easy not to. oh what a ramble. i think my point is, i have no point. sometimes it's just good to remember. to be thankful for the past, no matter how dodgy it was. because without it, i wouldn't be here. yeh. although, then maybe i'd be somewhere better.... nah, let's not open that can of worms.