pick one : jenny/jenga/jentle/jengi/itchy/jk

i hope i don't fall into microsleep mode on way home from gap camp on sunday. last year was very very close. eek. it's ok if i crash and die. but not if there are four young people in my car that i take down with me!

meanwhile, christmas is quite the soon. although i don't think it feels much like it. i don't know what it's meant to feel like. but probably not this. it's funny how things like birthdays and christmas lessen in excitement as you get older. probably as presents don't mean as much anymore. i am excited about the reflective service on christmas eve. i do like that service. if janita sings 'o holy night' again, i'll struggle not to well up!! christmas this year is a little strange. different. no longer at eastwood. but turramurra for the day. and no christmas with dad's side of the family. no driving a million miles in a day like last year - that was fun although it was hot. i dunno it feels a little empty. not because of the reason. the reason for christmas is tops. i am very thankful that Jesus was born and celebrating that. but on the less spiritual side of things, it feels a little empty this year.

and meanwhile, hello luke dawson. how are you plans for new years going?? you were the one thinking of something fun!!!