[i wonder how many posts i've started with the word "sometimes"]
sometimes i wonder where my head is at. i have too much of an independant attitude. independant in some senses and not in others. i live too independantly of God. in the past, i've been too dependant on the people around me. and yet, even as i acknowledge this, and know what i need to do to change, my pride and probably my laziness take hold, and i don't change. i don't do the good i ought to do. and that makes me angry at me. and go into the whole "i do not understand what i do... what i want to do i don't do, and what i don't want to do, that's what i do" thing. aaaargh.
Category: Whateverness