yeh, i don't know quite what i am thinking... but there's direction questions in my head. i was thinking this morning about my life and my ambitions, and about how despite living in the 'now', i want to be living in the future 'then'. and that, to me, this moment is about filling in time til i get to 'then'. and that makes me feel a little useless and unmotivated and unfocussed i guess. i mean, the stuff i'm involved in now with work and church stuff is all very purposeful and meaningful, even if to a few lives. but i'd cash it in in a second to be living 5-10 years from now. and i don't quite know what that says about me. hmmm... yeh. i don't know.
Category: Ummmm.....You can really only live in the present, deal with the past and plan for the future.
Posted by: David at April 13, 2004 12:53 PM