one of my good friends is leaving work. i guess we sorta all saw it coming and stuff, but it's still a bit sad. i'll miss seeing her regularly. i met her through work-related stuff, and although i haven't known her heaps long (only since January this year), she's become a good mate, and good (mostly) workmate. i'm not sure how i feel about her decisions, but i guess it's not really up to me at all!! i just hope she's doing whatever she's doing for right reasons, and not because of other people's opinions or pressure. it got me thinking about my future and other related stuff. i think i still see work as a fill-in until i get married and have kids. i really have no career ambitions, and essentially, I guess i'm just waiting for a certain someone to finish uni and get a bit older. when we had 3-year planning day, it was an interesting mix of things happening in my head as to where i'd be in three years. I probably won't be married by then (dammit!), but hopefully soon after... and it's funny how too i struggle with wanting to be a kooshy Christian (coz so many people are, including me) and wanting to do what God wants. sometimes i think its not fair the way some people have so much work to do, while others, still saved and loved by God, get to live in their nice big houses, with their four cars, and their big-screen tvs, and their holiday houses (i promise I'm not thinking of anyone in particular). but that's me being worldly - i don't really want that stuff anyway. but still it doesn't seem heaps fair.
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