I constantly find myself putting my desires before God's, or in front of what would please God. I talk myself out of exercising integrity in the moment of choice. Most of the time, the battle is won (by Satan) before it even starts, like I'm resigned to the fact that I'll lose, so what's the point denying it. In that moment, I'm not in God's strength, but my own, and of course I'm doomed to failure! I don't hate my sin enough. But thankfully, so very thankfully, Jesus knows my struggles and knows when I stuff up. And He's taken all that, He became all that, so I can be with God for all eternity. That is huge! I am that loved! I am a daughter of the Most High God. Amazing.
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