It seems to me in recent times that blogging has become “cool”.

In particular, “mummy blogging”. And being clever with your blog and making it “work” for you. And making it look nice, especially with nice instagram-esq photos.

I’m here right now to say that:

1. my blog is not cool. Preeeetty sure you who are reading it know that.

2. I am a blogger, but I am not a mummy blogger. Sure a lot of posts involve my child, but I don’t have much else going on, so that’s what you get.

3. I am not clever with my blog. I’m not going to use it to make me money. No sponsored giveaways. No advertising. No income. Just how my life is all round really!

4. yes, it looks nicer here since the move to WordPress. Much nicer. Thank you Ryan! But although I attempt to take nice photos now and then, I don’t use instagram.

I must say have no problem with people setting up and using blogs in such a way. I enjoy looking at them, because they are pretty, and I enjoy reading them, because they are thoughtful and/or interesting and/or funny. Instagram photos are often beautiful. I do like them. I admit I don’t like sponsored posts and giveaways much, but that’s just me – all the more because I never win. I’m pretty sure the sponsors like them, and the blogger’s pockets like them, and the readers might like them for introducing cool new products/ideas. I enjoy blogs of people I don’t know at all – there’s a big ol’ list down the side there of places I find I enjoy visiting.

But I’ve decided blog envy is silly. And I will have none of it!

In any case, even if it seems lowly little blogs like mine look more lowly compared, I remind myself that my blog is just a blog of my thoughts, photos and ramblings. It’s been here for almost nine years. For the most part it is boring. Even embarrassing (please don’t go back and read through my archives. I’m serious. *cringe*). It doesn’t have to look or sound like any one else’s. Sure it’s nice to look at webstats sometimes and see that more than 15 people bothered to have a read. But more than that, it’s nice to have a way to connect with and update people in my life that I might not see often in real life. And I appreciate the bloggers in my life who use this as a way to update people like me on their comings and goings and everyday existence.

So I might not be cool, but I’m happy with that. Story of my life!

It has been established, over these last four days, that this household does not enjoy being without internet.

Ergo, this household is much too addicted to the internet.

But there is nothing I want to do about that right now. I don’t want to kick my addiction. I am happy in my addiction.

Even more reason to kick it perhaps.

But I’m not going to.

So there.

Happy birthday to my Mumma!

This afternoon, after Nana had left, Oscar made a special present for her.

He started painting, and told us he was painting a rainbow lorikeet. Lucky Nana! She can find somewhere in her house to proudly hang that up.

The present was gifted at dinner tonight, where we celebrated with the birthday girl herself.

Oscar and his Poppy

Hope you’ve had a wonderful day Mumma! Because a wonderful day is much deserved!

The boys made something pretty special for me yesterday afternoon as part of my Mother’s Day present. Cute as!

Hope you enjoy it too!

Upon waking

Post-cakemaking

Breakfasting

Churching

Post-Sunday-Schooling (woooo, he went!!)

Catapulting

Tea drinking

Lunching

Cheesing – mums times three plus a mum-to-be

Comparing

Relaxing

Singing

Sad-making

Reading

Post-filming

Dancing

Trashy evening

Smiling

When do you leave a dream as a dream.
And when do you pursue it?

What if it’s not even really something you’re passionate about. But it’s something.

What if it doesn’t work out, and you’re in a worse position after it fails.

How are things meant to move forward when nothing moves forward.

I’m getting a wee bit sick of limbo land.

I’m not over “trusting”. I’m just over “waiting”. I don’t think that’s the same thing.

Only seven-ish weeks to go!! We can’t wait to meet you!!

Oscar and a wombat

Hickory dickory dock

Tennis pro

I am a piggy. A junk food addict. I cannot help my self. And it is terrible.

What is your relationship to junk food? Or to food in general?

Distant? Close? Love/Hate? Blase?

Do you even consider it a relationship?

I wish food was just a source of energy for me. Food goes in. Energy used up.

And that it was just sometimes of source of enjoyment. To eat because something tastes delicious or because it is shared with loved ones.

But instead, eating is generally an emotional thing for me. Sure, there are hungry moments. But usually it’s because I’m bored, or tired, or cross, or frustrated, or stressed.

That is not a healthy relationship. And consequently, I am not healthy. In my body, or in my mind.

I KNOW what I should be doing, but I don’t do it. Bah.

And let us not add on to it the awareness of living in the lucky country, with abundance, and knowing full well that this is a first world problem.

How to change… how to change. Hmmmm.

Daddy’s home! A lovely morning was spent catching up with him and Grandpa, as they have returned from their travels.

After Grandpa continued his journey home, with a eight hour train trip ahead of him, we headed to Bobbin Head for a bit of family fun. We thought lunch and a “bushwalk” but it turned into so much more.

First on the agenda was lunch – “I’m too busy eating for a photo Mummy”.

After a decent play in the sandy playground, it was time to feed the ducks. Since there were no ducks, we fed seagulls instead. They probably didn’t know what hit them – wholemeal bread instead of hot chips. Poor things!

We randomly decided to hire a paddle boat!

Super fun! And super hard work! Well, for two of us.

Captain Oscar directed, while us workhorses powered the engine room.

After half an hour of hard labour, a treat was well deserved. Icecreams! Oscar’s first official icecream all for himself. He got a vanilla dixie cup. And he was pretty happy about it.

He certainly made light work of it!

And then of course it was time for our “bushwalk” – so we headed back across the water and along the shore.

Because we can’t possibly go to Bobbin Head without walking the boardwalk and spotting lots of crabs.

We convinced Oscar that we didn’t actually have time for the bush part of the bushwalk, and headed back. Pleasantly we ran into buddies Joshy and Sam. After an all-too-brief chat we continued on.

Back to the car. Back up the hill. Back home.

A lovely, unexpected, day out.

Now it’s 4:30pm and I have to hang out the clean washing that’s been sitting in the washing machine since 10:30am.